Hello everyone! It's been an interesting past few weeks. I recently got into a new hobby of crafting with perler beads. You probably noticed some of my pieces I recently posted last week. I love making these little things but its very time consuming and I run out of beads very quick. I made five pokemon ones last week and this week I'm making a couple of pieces from one of my favorite video games Final Fantasy VII. A few days ago I beat Final Fantasy VII and earned all the accomplishments on steam. This was a ridiculously long task and I don't recommend to anyone else unless you lack a life like me haha. XD Anyway I'm going to probably make all the eeveelutions once I finish my Final Fantasy perlers. I'll be sure to share them if and when I do.
I went to two concerts last week. One was a Lights and Marianas Trench concert. The other Paramore, New Politics and Fall Out Boy. Both concerts were awesome. The Lights and Marianas Trench concert got rained out half way through and we all had to wait around for about an hour until the lightening and rain stopped. My friends and I were able to get pretty close and I got some good pictures on my instagram. The Paramore concert was good but it was at Darien lake an amusement park so we had assigned seats that weren't very close to the stage. It also started raining at that concert but lucky the stage is under a huge waterproof shelter which didn't interfere with the show at all. I bought a pretty awesome Paramore tank top as a souvenir. I'm going to Mayhem fest at darien lake at the end of the month which is basically a metal festival and in August I'm going to Linkin Park's Carnivores Tou
r. Which one of my favorite bands 30 Seconds to Mars will be playing!!! I'm super excited. One of my favorite things about the summer is concerts. <3 Music is life.
Not much else going on. Cars being a piece of crap again and suffering from the same issues. I don't understand why no one seems to be able to fix it. I wish I could just trade it in for an Audi TT or S4
. I found it hard to find many models that aren't manual. I wanna learn how to drive manual but I don't have anyone who would teach me so I'm stuck driving automatic. I wanted to take a motorcycle course this summer to get my license but I'm too damn broke plus summer is already half over. I"ll make that a goal for next summer if I can get some of my loans payed off. I wish I wasn't forever broke so I could save up for some of the things I've been wanting.
I had some pretty terrible neighbors living downstairs from me. They finally moved a few weeks ago. Trashed the place before they left. One of my best friends is suppose to move downstairs if the landlord ever gets around to cleaning the place up. The apartment is a house split in half into a downstairs apartment and upstairs apartment. I've been living on my own for a few years now. Waiting on prince charming or some more cats to come along one day, but since I've practically given up all hope of ever meeting anyone I'll assume more cats are in my future. These past few weeks so many of my friends have been putting up in a relationship statuses on facebook and I'm not gonna lie but every happy couple pic or status brings up very painful memories of my dreams which were hopelessly shattered. I'm also friends with a girl currently dating my ex... and every time she likes a statuses of mine and I click on my notifications a lovely profile picture of the two of them cuddling likes to mocking remind me of how much of a fool I've been the past 5 years of my life I've wasted. If anything I'm becoming a stronger person from it. And I don't hold harsh feelings for them finding happiness. My tears dry up a little quicker each time and my heart slowly begins to understand what my brain already has come to terms with. The worst part will always be that I lost my best friend all because of a failure of a relationship we tried to build. Loosing the one person I spent every possible day with, texted and talked to about every little thing with, the person who comforted me through all my pains and issues no matter how small, the one person who didn't make me feel so small. I've never been able to make a bond as strong ever since. If I could go back... Id take away all years of pain and even the few good years of true love just to have my best friend back. But I cant. All I can say is don't complicate things with someone you're really close to unless you're willing to risk everything you have with them. Only to have a few good years with instead of a life time of fun with. Mood:
Tired. Last overnight shift of the week.Playing:
Ni No Kuni and Resident Evil 6 PS3, starting Final Fantasy VIII PC as soon as I'm done cleaning up my desk top first. Watching:
Grey's Anatomy and Blue ExorcistEating:
Homemade strawberry shortcake! Listening to:
Marianas Trench- Fallout